The following chapter is taken, with permission of the author,
from Wayne Weible's book "Medjugorje - The Message",
Paraclete
Press,
U.S.A. For the cover of the book see http://www.medjugorje.eu/book.
Rita
Klaus
has written herself a book "Rita's Story" about her
miraculous
healing of multiple sclerosis. It was available from Paraclete Press,
but
the book is out of print now.
"You
have
forgotten, that through prayer,
you can stop wars, and
you can alter
the laws of nature. .
. ."
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Rita's Story
Wonderful
things happened at Ephrata House. It was a blessing that Father Pervan
would be able to tour the United States, bringing the events of
Medjugorje
to all corners of this country. It would also help him to understand
these
enigmatic Americans who were now streaming into his little village by
the
thousands. The retreat also marked the first time that those of us
working
to make Medjugorje's message known had gathered together to share our
stories
and ideas, and it launched the columns as a tool for spreading the
message.
But the most memorable event was the powerful witness of Rita Klaus, a
school teacher from Evans City, Pennsylvania, a small town near
Pittsburgh.
Rita's story was the last item on the agenda — and that was where it
belonged,
for nothing else could have followed it.
As she
began to relate the events that culminated in her presence at the
retreat,
we sat there, spellbound and overwhelmed. Truly Ann Debeats, the
energetic
young woman who ran the Center for Peace for John Hill and was serving
as the leader of the retreat, had saved the best wine for last:
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I'm very
new to Medjugorje; in fact, I hadn't heard about it until February of
this
year. I read about it in the National Catholic Register and
was
very interested. Shortly after that, I ordered a book called Is the
Virgin Mary Appearing at Medjugorje? by Rene Laurentin. I read it,
and I believed immediately. I began to pray more and to fast, and asked
my children to pray the rosary. But I guess I'm getting ahead of my
story.
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Three months
ago, I had Multiple Sclerosis. I had had it for more than 25 years. I
was
first diagnosed as having it when I was 20 years old, and it was
difficult
to accept. Of course I went through all the channels of denying I had
it;
I just would not accept it. As it began to progress, I rationalized it
was something else. It was ruining my life; I was depressed and very
angry
inside — and very hurt. Yet I wanted to do what God wanted me to do.
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About five
years ago, a friend asked me to come to a healing service, but I really
wasn't into the Charismatic Movement, so I tried to get out of going.
But
my friend wouldn't take no for an answer, and my husband pointed out
that
I had tried everything else, so what could it hurt to go?
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The service
began with the praying of a rosary, so that wasn't so bad. I was
sitting
in a pew towards the back of the church, and when the procession of
priests
started, I felt someone grab me from behind. At first I was totally
embarrassed,
because I had already made up my mind that I wasn't going to volunteer
to go to the front for special prayers or anything. Then something
strange
happened; I felt this wonderful peace come over me. It was as if all
the
unhappiness of the years of suffering through this disease suddenly
disappeared.
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Returning
home that evening, I vowed to improve my spiritual life. Up to this
point,
I was very bitter towards the Catholic Church. Though I had continued
to
attend Mass, I was simply going through the motions. Now, I wanted to
make
up for that. I told my pastor what had happened and asked him to pray
that
I might continue to be at peace.
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By the end
of that year the paralysis was in both legs and my arms. This, of
course,
upset me because of my work as a teacher, and because of my husband and
children, and the hardship it put on them. But I had a good parish.
Neighbors
drove me to school, my husband scrubbed floors, and the kids helped out
where they could.
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Meanwhile,
my legs became severely deformed, and the bones began to bow. My right
knee became completely displaced because of the spasticity of the leg;
the knee-cap came off and slid over into the interior of the leg. Also,
there was now no feeling left at all.
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At this stage
I was forced to go to a rehabilitation hospital. It was time to face up
to the fact that I was handicapped — and to begin life in a wheelchair.
My husband could accept the braces and the crutches, but he couldn't
stand
the wheelchair. Yet it was something we both would have to face and
live
with. We loved the outdoors and liked to go camping. This would really
slow that down for us.
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But there
were some good things happening. Many people pitched in to help, and
the
state came in and installed thousands of dollars worth of equipment in
the school where I was teaching and in my home.
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As I said
earlier, I had sent off for the book about the apparitions at
Medjugorje.
I was really impressed and told my husband about it, but he's not
Catholic
— he's Lutheran, so it didn't have much effect on him. Anyway, we tried
to improve our prayer life, and I personally set aside an extra hour
each
day for meditation.
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Then, one
night in June this year, as I lay in bed finishing my rosary, I heard a
voice say, Why don't you ask? I don't know why, because I had never
asked
before to be healed. I had come to accept my handicap. But it just came
to me as I lay there. So I asked with all my heart for her to ask her
Son
to heal me of whatever I needed to be healed. At that moment I felt a
bubbly
feeling go through me, and I don't remember anything else as I fell
asleep.
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When I awoke
the next morning, I didn't think about the night before. I had a
Scripture
class I attended at a nearby college, and I prepared to go to that
class.
My husband helped me into our van which was equipped with hand controls
for me, and he placed my wheelchair in the van as he always did. When I
got to the college, there was always someone there to help me and get
me
to class.
- I
didn't
notice anything unusual right away. Suddenly, as I sat there studying
with
the rest of the class, I began to experience a feeling of warmth in my
feet and legs and an intense itching. But there was no way this could
be
happening, as I had no feeling in my feet and hadn't for several years.
Then I looked down at my feet and not only were they itching, but my
toes
were wiggling! I was totally dumbfounded!
- I
didn't
remember another thing in the class; in fact, I don't even remember
leaving
the class and getting into my van. All I wanted to do at that time was
get home and tell my family what was happening to me.
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As I arrived
at my house, I remembered that there was no one home. I had complained
earlier that I had no strawberries and would they please go to the
strawberry
farm and pick some for me if they had time that morning. Evidently,
they
had gone and not returned in time to get me into the house. They did
have
the foresight to leave my crutches at the bottom of the three steps
leading
into our house. Occasionally, if I needed to get into the house, I
could
do it with the crutches. But it took a great deal of difficulty to do
it.
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Well, I sat
there in the car for about 15 minutes, waiting. I was filled with
disappointment
because I wanted so much to tell them what was happening. Then, I had
to
go to the bathroom. My handicap also included bladder and bowel
dysfunction,
and I had been in class all morning. . . . so I had to get in and get
in
right away!
- I
stretched
out of the car and got the crutches Ray had left for me within easy
reach.
I could not, however, lift my leg with the heavy braces on them. I
stood
there for a few minutes and then thought that if I could feel my feet —
maybe I could also lift my leg. I tried it, and it went up the steps
with
no difficulty. My heart was pounding!
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Once in the
house, I went to my bedroom on the first floor and leaning against the
bed to unlock my braces, I looked down at my legs. I thought they
looked
kind of funny; then I looked again and it hit me that my right leg was
completely straight! I had had two surgeries on it to attempt to
straighten
it, but neither had been successful. In fact, they had finally released
the kneecap (surgically) to let it go with the rest of my knee, stating
that was all they could do with it. A severe valgus deformity had
resulted
from the years of spasticity and muscle imbalance.
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As I looked
now, it was straight. The kneecap was where it was supposed to be. My
legs
were perfectly straight!
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At that point,
I completely flipped out and began screaming that my legs were
straight.
I kept saying, "Thank you Blessed Mother! Thank you Jesus!" But it
still
had not sunk in that I was healed. Shaking, I took off the braces and
stood
up on my legs, unassisted, for the first time in years. I looked down
again;
they were like anyone else's legs! Finally it struck me that something
very wonderful had happened.
- I
walked
down the hallway. . . walked down the hallway, with my
crutches
under my arm. When I got to the base of the stairs, I thought: well, if
I'm really healed, I can run up those stairs. So I dropped my crutches
and did it — and then ran back down and up again. And I just kept
shouting
"Thank you!" over and over. I went a little hysterical, weeping and
laughing
at the same time. . . . I was in shock. I felt like St. Paul when he
was
knocked off his horse. Finally, when I had sobered up a little, I
decided
to tell someone so I tried to call my pastor. But I kept dialing my own
number! When I got through to him I said, "Father Bergman, I'm healed!
I'm healed! I don't have MS anymore!" And he answered, "Who is this?" I
said, "This is Rita — I'm fine, you don't understand, I'm healed!"
Then,
after a moment of silence he said, "Rita, I want you to sit down, take
some aspirin and call your doctor — promise me you'll do that!"
- I
didn't
know what else to say, so I just hung up on him and called a good
friend
who also taught at St. Gregory's. She recognized my voice, but by this
time, I could hardly talk, and she thought something terrible had
happened.
She flew to the house, and that's something because we live way out in
the country. I remember I was standing in the middle of the living room
floor, jumping up and down when she arrived; soon we were both jumping
up and down as she realized what was happening.
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My friend
calmed me down some and said we needed to find my family so that we
could
tell them, so we left for the strawberry farm. Since we had to go by
the
rectory of the church, we decided to stop and show my pastor
that
I was healed. He was in the study, and when he saw me standing in front
of him, it hit him what had happened. All Father Bergman could do was
stare
at me, and he kept saying, "Sit down, Rita, you haven't used those
muscles
for a long time!' I told him I was fine and that I felt like I was 17
again!
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We left there
and headed for the farm, but when we arrived, my family had left, so we
were off again for the house. When we got there, my friend ran in to
get
Ray who came out, white as a sheet. He thought something must have
happened,
because my car was still there and the braces and crutches were in the
house, and that an ambulance must have come and taken me to the
hospital.
- I
jumped
out of the car and ran to him. My oldest daughter just stood there in
tears
and completely dumbfounded and choked up. She's twelve and my other two
daughters are ten and seven. They had never known me any way other than
handicapped.
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It was. .
. an indescribable scene. My oldest was crying, the middle one just
stood
there with her mouth open, and my little one said, "Oh, goody! Now we
don't
have to do housework anymore!" She followed that with, "You look silly,
Mom!"
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After awhile,
we all calmed down and decided we better call my doctor. Would you
believe,
he was out playing golf! The next day, I went back to my Scripture
class,
but I didn't know what to do about them. If I told them, the class
would
be totally disrupted so I decided to go in the wheelchair. That was the
hardest thing ever — to have to sit there in that chair knowing I was
well.
Later, when I returned home we were finally able to contact my doctor.
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We told him
what had happened, and he kept saying, "That can't be! That can't
happen;
it's impossible!" He asked my husband if I was walking, and he said,
"No,
she's running!" He asked us to come to the hospital right away.
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When we got
there, everyone on the staff was waiting. I had just been there a
couple
of weeks before that. They were stunned. My doctor thought it was a
joke,
saying I must be Rita's twin sister. He then conducted a lot of
neurological
tests and found everything to be perfect. After exhaustive tests, all
he
could do was hug me and cry and ask me what did I do? I told him all I
did was ask. How many times? Once, I answered him, but many people have
been praying for me for years. He then asked, did I use up all the
prayers,
or were there still some for him? It was wonderful.
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Since this
has happened to me, many things in my life have changed. I witness now
to other MS patients, and to groups. And I pray a lot to God and His
Holy
Mother. I just ask you to pray that whatever I do, I do it well. Thank
you, and God bless you.
We sat
there
too stunned to react — then there was thunderous applause. Rita's story
was the final cap on spiritual weekend that had already been incredibly
full. But there was more than just her story that attracted me to Rita.
I felt a strong kinship to her. My sister, Lola, had Multiple
Sclerosis.
I had introduced her to what was happening at Medjugorje and then let
her
make her own decision as to its authenticity. She had been hesitant at
first, as she, too, was Lutheran. But after reading much of the
material
and reviewing the video tapes, and hearing my own story, she was
convinced.
Now I
couldn't wait to tell Lola about Rita and her healing — and Rita about
Lola. As soon as I could get through the crowd that had immediately
surrounded
Rita, we sat down and began talking. "I think if Lola could have a
picture
of you to go with the story," I told her, "that would give her great
faith
and hope." Rita obliged by letting me take her picture and then had a
picture
made with me. Even as I thanked her, I somehow knew also that this
would
not be the last I would see of Rita Klaus.
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